Here's where it all starts.

Well, it's my first post. I've decided to make this one of those blogs that you see on TV, where someone writes about themselves and get millions of hits every day. I am quite aware, however that I will be lucky if I gain a few followers. But this is me. My life, my experiences. I hope you enjoy.

So I'm sat watching Into The Wild, I've seen it before when it was out at the cinema and I saw that it was on TV tonight too and thought why not watch it again. It's one of those films that I enjoyed yet did not enjoy at the same time. I thought the story was great but they beat around the bush quite a lot. However it always provokes me to think of how lucky I have life. I'm one of those people who are thankful every day that they are alive. More than that I have friends.

The film has a vital message to it, it's great to live life but if you do it alone there's no one to share your happiness with. I'm lucky I've always had someone there. All the amazing experiences I've had in life have been shared with someone close to me, regardless of how in touch I still am with that person, it means that when I want to laugh about something, I can laugh with someone. It means I have memories to share with people even if we are not as close as we are.

On one hand I long for the life the protagonist leads within the film, yet on the other hand I would hate it. I want to see the world for what it actually is but I want to do it with someone, not alone. I'm not the kind of girl who goes to Kavos or Magaluf for two weeks of drinking. I never have been. Even throughout uni I've never felt the need to go on holiday just to have a piss up. For me a holiday means so much more than this. It's about exploring the world and finding something new. The perfect holiday is the one where you don't want to sleep yet you have to. You don't want to sleep because every second is special, you fear that if you shut your eyes you will miss something and you live every day to the fullest. I'm lucky that in my experience of going on holiday, I've done this. I've shared it with someone close to me and I've loved life so much it sometimes hurts.

I don't even know why I'm writing this, I don't know if anyone will ever read this, but if one person does and feels the same then I'm happy.

Stay tuned!